Ok mi hermanos y hermanas en Dios....this will most likely be my last entry for a while.  After hearing of a murder of a college girl this week because of these things I've decided it best not to continue.  Anywayz, it's been about 2 years that I've had this thing and I've had some good times and bad times.  I think I'm going to start up a private journal or something.  Maybe a prayer book.  Xanga is pretty addicting.  Well, it was nice talkin' with ya'll but i'll see you later in life!  I love you all and never forget that! 

Kevo-You'll always be mi hermano and we still got email!

Jake-Long distance or not we've always got our love and communication!

Melyssa and Jenna- Your my boyfriend's sister's, I'll always run into you guys around holiday time!

Treg-We'll definitely hang sometime...you have my #!

Linny-I know we've had our rough spots but I'm still waitin' for that phone call!

Mandy-I got your # and we gotta hang out sometime!

Erik-Of course I'll see ya in January!

Tim-Good luck with school!

Stephen- I'll cross paths with ya with Jake usually!

Ivette-Call me girly and good luck with life!

JoJo-I'll see ya sometime!

As for me, I'll be going to Oklahoma in January.  If you want to hang out with me sometime, i'm a ring away!!!  Luv u's!

Signing off and God bless,

Mir

Ok....so I learned something this week.  Girls, this is just for you...don't expect to be involved in your boyfriend's life.  He can be involved in your life, you just can't be involved in his.  There's something I have learned about men...they don't like to interact.  And there's something I've learned about women...it is okay to be angry at their boyfriends.  Just find a good way to let it out.  Luv u all!  Bye!

Mir

Wow I actually got a full night's 15 hour sleep for the first time in about a week!  With the exception of waking up a few times. And I woke up with a really bad backache, but my tooth isn't as bad today.  God I miss Jake so much!  I haven't really "talked" to him in about 4-5 days.  Cuz he's not really available til late at night.  And since this tooth stuff has been happening I've been going to bed earlier.  And when he does call I'm in so much pain and so exhausted that I can barely talk.  It's heartbreaking.  I want to talk to him so bad but I haven't been able to.  I miss him like crazy!  I at least was able to tell him that last night.  Well, I pray tonight is different.  Anywayz, I better go.  Gotta get ready to go to Riverside, which I'm not looking forward to.  The newspaper called last night and said they had a time-sensitive slug for me that I have to pick up today, which really pisses me off.  BTW, a slug is an assignment.  I still haven't started work at my job.  They haven't received my background check and it's starting to make me angry.  It sucks having to ask your parents for money every time you need something.  Well folks, adios!!!

Mir

P.S.  JAKE I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Goodness!  Satan is attacking me so hard right now!  Jumping from one thing to the next.  I got this really bad toothache and it wont go away.  I got about 2-3 hours of sleep last night and that's cuz thank God I had an ice pack.  Right now I'm trying to numb it with an ice cube before I go to the store to buy some orajel.  Then at the same time I was hot, didn't feel well, tired, weak, and my stomach hurt really bad.  Jake called last night and I told him I just felt like crap.  It's cuz God has really been working on my life.  Anyway, today should be fun.  Jake's going out for waterpolo again, I'm proud of him but he needs to get some rest and relaxation cuz he's sick.  Last thing he needs is to get into the water and play hard.  But oh well, he'll do well.  I'm going to go to bible college in addition to Oral Roberts University.  It's called the International School of Ministry and i'll be doing that while going to ORU in January.  I'm really excited.  I'll be busy, but it'll be worth it.  Right now life is a bit too easy.  I only have classes Tuesdays and Thursdays and I'm still waiting for my background check to get received at my new job.  It's taking forever.  But I'm blessed to have a job.  I've learned something important from my mother.  When the Devil starts messing with you, come back with the word of God and say, "So What?"  So right now Satan's trying to attack me and tell me I'm sick but I'm going to say, "So what Satan, by His stripes I am healed."  Anyway, Jake comes home in a little over a month and a half and he wants me to go with his parents to pick him up at the airport but I don't know if they'd want me to come along.  They're great people, it's just I don't think they're too fond of me considering some things that have happened.  Oh well, I'll get over it.  Well, I love you all and ttyl!  Have a blessed day!!!

A prisoner of the Lord,

Mir